I found my freedom in the rays of the sun
I felt the warmth of love shining down
Inhaling pristine air full of change
I cried to the heavens
This is my home
I found my freedom in the rays of the sun
I felt my spirit rise up with the stars
This is where my peace lies
There is no point to turn back to the life of undeserving
I found my freedom in the rays of the sun
That is where I belong
2.6.2021
My spirit needs to fly
I feel it caving in
It’s getting harder to breathe
It’s getting harder to see
Some days I just need to be free
Walk away from everything
This emptiness is hard to fill
But each day I pour in love
Each day I tell the truth
Each day I provide space
Each day I make a way
To break away the pain
To break away the doubt
To break away the insecure ways
of my heart
One day, I will be free to fly
2.29.2020
You tried to trap me under your web of lies,
Not knowing I’d turn everything
You spun into a beautiful escape,
You tried your best to keep me
Under your spell,
Never understanding I knew your
ways of manipulation,
I am not the one you thought you could play,
I am not the one who you claimed to love,
I am the one who got away,
I am the one who took your web of lies,
And brought them to the light
To show everyone your true colors,
You thought I was an easy catch,
I just turned into your worse nightmare.
Come on and light the flame,
I’ll be ready to wash you out.
2.19.2020
I just had a moment
The urge to scream to be free
The urge to be simply just me
How can I still feel trapped in a sea of blue
Looking simply for you?
I just had a moment
Fear caving in
What is the point of this life
If you can not shine
Without fear of losing self?
Like how many cracks need to fill your heart
Before you literally fall apart?
I just had a moment
Love is not here to save the day
No matter how hard you pray
You can not find it
While hiding it
The walls you built
Keep so much dark in
So much for opening your soul
You want to be saved
And have no where to go
Home is here
Within you
I just had a moment
Of wishing for the wrong things with the right one
And the right things with the wrong one
How ever do you think this creates fun?
I just had a moment
Of going back in time
To claim what’s mine
And fighting until the death
To save mine
I am all that is left
Me
I just had a moment
What bliss it must be
Just to be free
9.10.2019
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