I don’t know what the signs were

I don’t know what I missed

I don’t know if this was

Just a lesson or karma being a bitch

Timing was off

Or maybe lust confused as love

I don’t know why this keeps happening

I guess I need to pay attention more

I guess I need to slow down

I guess I need to put up more boundaries

Need to stop putting hard feelings into one

Because just like that

I feel heart broken again

Like love is never on my side

Am I just selfish?

Am I undeserving?

Or was it simply the wrong time?

2.7.2018